16 tammi 2018 WHY HAVEN’T I BEEN BLOGGING?
Hat, jacket & shoes Zara / Pants Bik Bok / Bag Saint Laurent
A few months ago I wrote a blog post telling that this whole social media thing had been feeling so overwhelming. I’ve also told that I’ve had a lot going on in my personal life which has been really intense. I just haven’t had the strength to deal with all the negativity. Normally when my personal life is all good, I feel happy and strong, so I don’t mind the negativity in social media and I just brush it off. But when I already feel bad and then I log in to my blog and have to deal with even more bad vibes it’s has just been too much.
So why haven’t I been blogging? Honestly I also feel kind of lost. I’m looking for my place in this crazy world, and we will see where I’ll end up feeling like ”yes! this it what I want to do”. Meanwhile, I hope you guys understand and I SOOO appreciate all the support <3 It means everything to me! I like the saying ”sometimes you need to get lost to find yourself” and that is what I’m living with right now.
I’ve also gotten a lot of questions if I’m also going to write in Finnish or have I switched totally in English? I honestly don’t know. I’ve been writing my blog in Finnish for soon 6 years (feels so crazy!!!!), but like I said, lately I haven’t been in the mood to read all the comments that my grammar is bad etc etc. So just for now I’ll just write in English :-)
Pictures by Janina Havia